for the love of flying kites across grassy fields and of riding the bus towards the Northern lights.
i need [ctrl+alt+del]
tangina. naghahang na ako. burnout na ang hardrive ko at hindi ko na kaya. i need to force myself to shut down.
WHY?
for some reason, i can’t frickin WIN one minesweeper game. i NEED one win. JUST ONE. please LORD.
STOKED.
you know the best moment in surfing? some people say it’s the ride. some people say it’s the moment after the ride. but i think it’s that moment between the wait and the ride. because that part is the scariest…
you sit on your board, look far out in the horizon, wait for mother nature to give you a sweet swell. you wait, while the little waves rock you gently. you get anxious. and then you see it…there it is. a perfectly formed rolling stone of glassy swell. you lie down your board, look back at the coming swell and calculate the right time for you to paddle. it comes nearer and nearer. your coach shouts at you “paddle! paddle! go! go! paddle harder!” and you paddle like your life depended on it. it’s you and your heartbeat now. here comes the fear..
while you paddle, you feel the wave pushing you and your board. you see your board’s nose driving through the water. you feel the speed. you feel the pressure. you taste the adrenaline rush. you hear your heartbeat. the fear is solid. you think twice…will i ride? should just bail? can i stand up? how am i suppose to stand up? damn, the wave is so huge i’d die if i ride it. these things flash in your head for milliseconds and you take all your courage to do the next step. you feel it’s the perfect time so you pop up, you stand on your board ready to ride and conquer that fucking wave that scared you to shit. and now you’re up. you ride the waves until you reach the shore. then, you feel STOKED. happy. and you can’t help but say: fuckyeah i am alive!!
it’s the fear that makes you feel ALIVE. it’s that feeling of mortality that makes you feel INFINITE.
sa mrt
- im in the mrt now on my way to
- north ave. three women talking, swapping stories of being a mother and a wife..
- w1: sabi ko nga sa asawa ko "lalayas na ako!" tapos sabi nya "e di lumayas ka!" tapos sabi ko "bukas na! gabi na e.."
- w2: pinaghinalaan ako tapos sinaktan pa ako! isipin mo sinapak ako tapos yinaya pa ako sa suntukan??? akala yata lalake ako!
- w3: hinatid kami ni jerome...tinanong ako ng asawa ko pano kami nakauwi, sabi ko "nagtaxi" tapos tinanong nya si mel, e sabi ni mel "nagjeep"...so ayan huli ako.
house
- taub/kutner: house is gonna kill us...
- house: slowly and painfully...
- taub and kutner are mortified.
- house: you are idiots! and fraud! idiotic frauds! no...fraudulent idiotic killers!
house
- house: i have to slap you for diagnostic purposes.
- patient looks dumbfounded
- house: if it was for jerking around, i'd say i have to kick your balls.
house
- patient: (with a gun, pointed at house, people are held hostage) im sick, i need the BEST DOCTOR in this hospital!!
- silence....
- house: what seems to be the problem?
- feeler. HAHA
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this 2010, i…
- will go on a surf trip to baler!
- will learn how to drive
- will get my braces removed
- will have regular visits to la union/baler/zamba
- will exercise:(
- will save up for a watercooled board:D
- will attend aylc 2010
- will go to usa this summer! new york!
- will vote :)
- will make ROC playfest 2010 the bomb
- will graduate.
Yep. That’s brix unsuccessfully trying to be seductive using a red thong as a prop.
Baby Mama is funny
- While on a sidewalk...
- Woman 1: you're water broke! (as in when a pregnant woman is abou to deliver)
- Woman 2: Oh no! I need a bus to take me to the hospital!
- Woman 1: No! Let me drive you!
- Woman 2: Okay!
- While running towards the car...
- Woman 2: Should we clean up??
I am supposed to read a BOOK for school. Well yeah I love to read books but this one is a book for HISTORIOGRAPHY!! and you know what the title is?
Anarchy of Family chenes chenes Political chenes Family and I think it has Philippines
It’s about political dynasties in the Philippines and it’s fucking THICK. Like 500+ pages. And it’s sooo boring. I tried reading it but I couldn’t make myself finish one chapter. Jesus. I going to embarass myself in front of dr. Mesquida and my hum classmates.
Growl.
Natawa ako seryoso
- Woman 1: That's Scott my ex boyfriieeeend!
- Woman 2: You went out with him?!!
- Woman 1: Yeaaah..he's beautiful!
- Woman 2: WHERE?!
For the year 2010
It’s not easy…it will not be easy, but Iife should go on.
Now, I think it’s time I let go. :)
my bestest best friends in the world (karla’s not here though *sniff*)
tried to fix stuff with them already. im happy now. :)
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